Tomorrow morning I'm going to Six Flags Over Texas with my friends. Of course we're all going to split up and go into our own groups...we have that appalling high-school attitude...but I was hoping that I could go along with Carlos without looking like an idiot. I want to get a kiss, in the most non-awkward way possible. I'm probably not going to get another opportunity for a long time and I want to make this count. I don't think Six Flags is that bad for a first kiss. Anyway, the park is closed to everyone except students that day, so there won't be very many people. I can't express how much I want this and I will be so dissapointed and mad at myself if I chicken out like I always do. I mean, serious punishment to my person.I'm thinking I could throw Carlos up against a wall or something and kiss him. Does that actually work? I worry too much; I can't help it. I just don't want to miss a chance like this, to have the best first kiss I could possibly have, unspoiled by these idiots with the IQ of a Thermos. I can be bold when it counts, I just hope I can do it this time. I really need some people out there, where ever you are, to please pray for a girl who may never get another chance. Please.